Thursday July 5, 2012
Day 9 – I’m
still feeling lethargic and lifeless. I just feel like a big lump and I think
I’m feeling a bit depressed. During the last round of chemo, I was feeling
better around Day 6 and that’s definitely not the case this round. I just have
to hold on in faith that I will get better and that this is only a temporary
situation. I have to turn it over to the Lord and trust in him to help me
through this.
There was a
knock on the door late tonight. Linc went to see who it was. It was another
‘doorbell ditcher’ that left a gift for me. It was a beautiful table decoration
that was a glass etching with a picture of the Salt Lake Temple with the words
ETERNITY above it. There was a candle behind it and a mirror behind that. When
you looked at the temple, you could see eternity as the reflection of the
candle light went on forever. It made me cry. I realized that I need to
remember the big picture. I need to remember my place and purpose in eternity
and not just ‘today.’ I was very grateful for that ‘doorbell ditcher’ and that
message that was shared with me tonight.
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