Friday, August 31, 2012

Olympics - London 2012


Fri. July 27, 2012
Today I felt like an 8 again (Lincoln has a rating scale to determine how good I’m feeling. Its a scale of 1-10 with 10 being “Let’s go skiing.”) I got dressed and took care of things around the house like laundry and some light cleaning. I still got my afternoon nap in, but when Lincoln came home I wanted to attend a friend’s wedding reception. I was so glad I was able to make it there and my friend was thrilled and surprised that I actually made it! After having gone through my son’s wedding recently, I have a much deeper appreciation for others’ weddings and wanting to celebrate with them on their children's special day.

Today is also the opening ceremonies of the Summer Olympics London 2012 and I have been so excited to watch the games. I made Lincoln take me to get Fish n chips for dinner so that I could bring them home and celebrate watching the opening ceremony ‘in true English style.’  It was a lot of fun and I’m so excited to root on Team USA for all of the upcoming events. It’s going to be awesome!

Gotta love those English Fish 'n Chips




Go Team USA!

Did You Say Chunky Cinnamon Bread?


Thurs. July 26, 2012
Every day getting better than the day before. Today Ashley & I made about 100 yummy zucchini muffins. We froze some for our family reunion at Bear Lake coming up in the next week. Others we made to share, and still some we kept to enjoy ourselves. We love having a garden with all the wonderful bounty that Mother Nature is blessing us with.

This evening a sweet friend came by to visit with me and Lincoln. She was my troop guide at Wood Badge and I just look up to her so much. She has such a quiet, peaceful, sweet spirit about her in all that she says and does. She brought me a yummy loaf of chunky cinnamon bread wrapped in a darling kitchen towel. It made me happy. I’m so grateful for good friends who continually lift me and bless my life.


Yummy Chunky Cinnamon Bread


Zucchini Sticks


Wed. July 25, 2012
Feeling good this morning, a little short of breath, but that’s normal for now. Feeling well enough to get showered and dressed for the day is a huge improvement from the way the last two days have gone. That meant I was ready for a nap by 10am, but at least it’s an improvement! J

Our garden has been going crazy with all kinds of yummy vegetables like cucumbers, zucchini, green peppers, tomatoes and onions. It’s wonderful. Ashley found a recipe for breaded zucchini sticks on Pinterest and she tried it out this afternoon. I sat in the kitchen and gave her morale support. It was quite a long process, but the end result was delicious! 



My girl cookin' up some 
delicious zucchini bread sticks!

Pioneer Day


Tues. July 24, 2012 Pioneer Day

It’s Day 5 and I’m still taking it easy. This morning my girls and I kicked off the day watching the Days of 47 Parade on tv. It was fun to feel like a little kid again watching the floats and cheering for the marching bands. Just another day of pajamas and napping, on and off. 

Ashley made me some yummy frozen berry smoothies to soothe my sore throat. Lexy checks on me every so often to fill my water bottle and get me a Popsicle. I’m so grateful for my girls and the love and service they show me.

Tonight several ladies from the ward came by with homemade soups for me to keep in the freezer for our family. They are wonderful ladies and our family is so grateful for their acts of kindness and service. I love my neighborhood.

Thank you, pioneers!

Another Day 4


Mon. July 23, 2012
Day 4. Today I was feeling yucky, but that is to be expected on Day 4. I was content to let myself hang out in my pj’s all day long and just watch movies with my girls in my bedroom. There’s a great feeling of freedom in allowing myself to be patient with my body and just let it heal. My sweet visiting teacher brought by some delicious homemade soup, and fruit for dinner tonight. It was exactly what I needed! 

Sunday Sunday


Sun. July 22, 2012
Today was a wonderful, full day of serving and feeling the spirit! Lincoln and I attended the Council Meeting with the Bishopric from the young single adult ward and then attended their Sacrament Meeting. I love rubbing shoulders with the leaders down there and with the incredible young adults that attend there as well. They lift my spirits and make me want to be a better person. I came home for a little nap and then was up again to help make dinner for our family. I so appreciate everyone jumping in and helping to make Sunday dinners happen at our place. Tyler & Andrea came and ate with us and it was fun to have them over.
Some sweet neighbors also brought by some food for us tonight. I feel so very blessed and I love my family and the gospel of Jesus Christ. 

Thursday, August 2, 2012

Round #6 of Chemo

Fri. July, 20, 2012

Things went as planned today. Lincoln & Ashley came. We met with the doctor first and talked about what lies ahead. At this point, I’ll do chemo today and then in 3 weeks, I’ll go in for a PET Scan to evaluate, in detail, the progress of my treatments. That will help us determine what kind of chemo and how many more Ill need from here. 

I met two new patients today at the cancer center. One was a lady who was there for her first time. she has breast cancer. Her husband was there lending support. I could tell she was scared. We talked a while. She's on some of the same chemo drugs that I am on. I shared with her some of my experiences and some of the things that I've learned along the way. She was busy taking notes about where to buy wigs, how to ward off headaches from the anti-nausea medicine and other tips that I shared with her. She's scheduled for 4 rounds of chemo. I wished her luck.

After that a man in his late 20's or 30's came in with his young wife and sat in the same chair next to me. We talked a bit and learned that he has stage 4 cancer and a big battle ahead of them. They have 3 young children about 10, 8 and 4 years old. We talked about the incredible value of a positive attitude, no matter what. He said that they are trying to put their lives in order and enjoy their time together. He also expressed a desire to trust in the Lord's will and to have the strength for whatever that may include. My heart went out to them. 

The 'unknown' in the cancer journey is the worst part of all. Not knowing how your body will react to the chemo, how long you will have to undergo the treatments, how it will affect your family and relationships with others, and how it will affect your day to day quality of life, and so much more. I’m trying to keep positive and focus on getting better. I'm finding that there's a fine balance to believing in miracles and 'waiting patiently on the Lord's will and timing." I choose to move forward in faith.